i hate being alone.....

i jus came back from church..the one that all F3's sunday scl student have to attend...i feel freaking left-out lah....YEW KE LI!!..lolzz

bcos after the whole thing end..she jus said bye n went off - her parents waiting there adi :(



n then im like "shit...she go off then i dunno where to go adi" cos i dun have alot of frens in church btw...everyone were busy eating bcos they provided 'dinner' for us..but i dint eat..-no one teman oso- T.T



feeling "lonely" n abit "scared" duh??!!??! no frens wif u weh..then i went to toilet myself...SO PATHETIC when everyone wif their frens eating happily...jus called my parents so they havent reached..

later came out from toilet another gurl which is oso one of my fren.i guesS?? she's quite quiet n was standing there reading story bks..lolz..i stood beside her then started to play wif my hp..

when i cant tahan adi...i started talking to her..too bored but...she only answer my questions without asking me questions..=.= cant she talk more?? omg..so scary weh...as in goin to church without more than 1 fren...

i wonder F5..when we r having 'comfirmation'-sumtin we needa do in church when we reach F5..WAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME MANN?????..no frens,no courage to talk to new frens..

btw..it was quite bored n cool as in in church jus now...we had to light our candles n put around the cross + made up of paper..n when then they off the church lights, we can see the + wif candles around it - so freaking nice weh..we started praying then.. :)

btw..gtg now..OMG..YEW KE LI PLS DUN JUS SAID BYE N GO OFF LIKE THAT LAH...sry..but no offense...i dint noe where to go after u went off..lolzz..

gtg..wana either zzzzZZ or watch tv or read bks ..bye!!